my eyes still become watery for a moment when lost in the thoughts we talk about .That tear doesn't fall off for some reason it stays and dries off analyzing the vagueness of the consequence that as brought life to this phase called "the present". what am i hung on to? what do i want to do? maybe as usual I'll think about it tomorrow and satisfy my curiosity for today for now ,while i do so i see another day killed another empty space fill .i guess its the only thing in the world you can do without doing anything that's killing time .don't give me money don't give me faith don't give me a way and don't come in mine......... give me truth....which will give something to believe in .......something to stand by
even if its still a lie in the end make a beautiful one then ........something who's shine is so bright it will blind me and be the answer for my reason of being till i perish .i sit here as i have yesterday and as i will tomorrow thinking about the day after dreaming in its bliss of how i can make it or just leave it to not be shaped like all the others.i guess i find it better some how than living this one real life, to be living in an world where everyday is made about different hypothetical dreams and lived for a while.i think its the insomnia sometimes but i know its not its just me.
the uselessness of my being bothers me to the extent that i don't want to be in the world any more and i know somehow it wont be long
[this is good] nice...
Posted by: Luminar | 03/08/2009 at 11:36 PM
searching for a cause, you caII your dreams hypotheticaI as if they were meant to be any other way,,, dreams are meant to be hypotheticaI and you need to work to make them something to believe in and something to stand by,,, and if you faiI, Iet them be the beautifuI Iie that shines so bright that blinds you and becomes the answer for your reason of being till you perish
you need to come to the rescue of your own distress instead of entangIing and tripping your seIf over yourseIf,,,
Posted by: bookofrage | 03/09/2009 at 03:41 AM
very true i jst cant seem to................
Posted by: default_god™ | 03/09/2009 at 07:42 AM